"Julie"

2026/3/15

Art of a friend of ours, Julie!

"Chime"

2026/3/8

"The matters of definition"

2026/3/4

With a balanced approach, something might be in reach.

Untitled

2025/11/29

And then, the unhappiness came.

"Does it matter how well you do it"

2025/9/30

...

"Self Contained Universe"

2025/9/22

My heart is on my sleeve.

"Survivor"

2025/5/21

In your life, there is going to be small breaths, tiny moments, that you could have never anticipated.

"We're here again"

2024/12/25

I... do love this one. Maybe it will convey something to the people who don't understand what its like.

"Imp"

2024/12/1

After it all happened, I accidentally stumbled into a new form. I didnt use this for long, my luxray form is just... so much more encompassing of who I am.

"Memory"

2024/9/23

It was a moment of weakness.

"Floodplain"

2024/9/18

It was a moment of strength.

"Uncrested"

2024/9/15

I... remember a time. It was around then. I cant remember when it started. I would start listening to the same melancholic song, over and over again. It was different from the melancholy that would come and go with the days. This feeling was hard to shake- not only that, I often found myself not wanting to shake it. I often found myself wanting to sit with the song, for hours and hours on end, without getting up. Maybe I simply hadn't realized just how much I had been affected then- I dont think I did, really. I know now that at some point death came into my life and has stayed ever since. Now its my neighbor, and like all neighbors, I want to know them initmately, but it destroys me, and more then that, the destruction makes me feel at home. I wasn't able to tell if I was chasing a future, or merely release. The distinction is important.

"Misprint"

2024/9/7

It got hard. It got very hard.

"SJGP"

2024

Me and some friends, for an event that never ended up materializing.

"Luxray'd"

2024/8/19

...no comment.

"Banner"

2024/8/

"Core"

2024/6/22

...

"Pickaxe"

2024/6/7

Some of this art from the past is hard to attribute to one of us, but I will put it out there anyway. This one I find very cute.

"Hug"

2024/6/1

Me, holding a dear friend.

Putting this together, I'm surprised at how little art I can actually truly call my own, particularly before our splits solidified. I remember drawing a lot more. But after the doldrums ended, that is when we started drawing quite frequently. A lot of the art I used to do was for others, and not often from a place of pure self expression.

Untitled

2024/5/4

I made this very quickly for a pngtuber to use on livestreams. I actually think it turned out quite well for how rushed it was.

Wall

I can't remember my exact intention for making this, but it's really quite lovely.

Untitled

I used this as an icon when I used to livestream.

"Rasy Rose"

2023/9/21

I remember drawing this for the first time, and how quickly it came into the shape I wanted it to be. This was my first proper icon of myself, or more specifically my luxray form. I used to change its color palette and the plant I had behind my ear constantly. "I" had always wanted to change my icon constantly, but I didn't want people to think I wasn't a luxray. so I changed the colors instead. In hindsight... it's very clear what was going on.