"Sea dog"

2025/12/7

It's weird trying to pin yourself into a visual. I love my absol and arcanine forms, but one was too serious, and the other one wasnt serious enough. Didn't think I'd ever land on vaporeon but hey, I'm really happy with it.

"Woof"

2025/11/21

Gem finally grew out

"Trying to get back into form"

2025/11/15

"There’s no mistaking it"

2025/10/10

"2025"

Lived another year! Its always a surprise each time.

Untitled

2025/9/17

Hey! It's when I finally accepted my puppygirl side. This image looks really awkward and I dont like how awkward I look but also I'm glad because I felt so fucking awkward about it at first. Like hey, here's a side of me I didn't know I had at all. Here is why I couldn't seem to connect with my arcanine form no matter how hard I tried. Took some time to really properly actualize it. This was very much a processing moment in time.
I also wonder if this had anything to do with a like, 6 month gap in not drawing a fucking thing.

"suecarn.png"

Me and my best friend. ♥

"Nightmare Birthday"

I don't know why I put so much damn effort into this one. Just had a real vision and the energy, I guess. It's a weird thing when you start drawing to express over any other reason. Some things are delivered properly by words, and some arent. Theres some people in your life who you don't talk to that much, you're just kinda buds. And somehow a strong appreciation and graciousness exists even though on the surface, it doesnt seem like its built on much actual real interaction. Love ya, Nightmare. You're awesome.

"Soul"

2025/3/4

Love this one. Real classy. Just vibes all around. Captured me pretty well. This belongs to an old era now though. I look at this and I see someone whos really fucking repressed. Someone who is kind of a bully, even if they dont mean to be.

"Vee"

2025/2/25

A drawing of one of our sisters who isn't a part of the system. ♥

"...at the very least do not resign yourself to nothing but rage"

"All Yours"

2025/2/21

I'm glad my art exists, because it helps remind me what I actually contain. I really don't think about this time anymore, but gods, I was fucking frustrated. For a huge spectrum of reasons too. I think I really just felt trapped. We probably all did. But no one wants to bust out like me. None of the sisters are stubborn like I am. It's a good trait when you're fighting to live, and a bad one when you really need to let go.

"Attrition"

2024/12/8

Yeah, I remember this one. In the early days when everything about plurality was so fresh it was me and Tes fronting the most. The thing about this multiplicity stuff is that it's different for everyone. We just assumed we would be tossing the potato back and forth a few times a day everyday until we died. But then we started getting all day fronts. Getting frontstuck for the first time. I think we all agree how weirdly novel those first couple months of multiplicity were. It was all very scary and beautiful and it was basically like being a kid again. Not in a childlike way but in an experiencing everything for the first time way. Just... wild, really. It's never to late to find something new.

Untitled

2024/10/26

It's untitled, but I'm also gonna call this one "Doggy". It's me! A doggy. I used this as an icon for ages. I think its so effective cause it's really just simple. I jumped through so many hoops to draw my arcanine form as compelling as I drew it here but nope. No luck. Not for a lack of effort. Sometimes you just gotta let go, I think.

"SZR2"

2024/10/25

This blows my mind, but apparently I tried being an absol before I tried being an arcanine. It's just weird that it didnt work here at the time and felt perfect months later. I mean this drawing isnt anything to write home about, either. Just weird.

"SZR"

2024/10/6

Well, nothings perfect, right? This art was a bit of a frankenstein between two old pieces of art I knew I associated with when I first fronted. One being a drawing of Isabelle Animal Crossing in a Doomguy suit and a personal piece from a friend that I need to see if I still have somewhere in our files. Its alright. All I associate this with now is the horribly embarassing southern accent I tried to put on to be different from my sisters. Glad that died.